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[2804]

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[beatsfor]

No more broken than it was before, anyways.

[2804]

Maybe.

Things get broken if they're handled recklessly.

[beatsfor]

Maybe?

Is what you think happened here?

[2804]

Isn't it?

[beatsfor]

I don't know. It didn't feel like I was being reckless.

[2804]

Of course you didn't.

[beatsfor]

Alright, whatever you say.

[2804]

( she's going to crack her head against the wall. )

You give me a headache.

[beatsfor]

Do you want me to argue? Would it matter? Isn't that what you're always saying, that there's no point in discussing this?

[2804]

And yet it always comes up, doesn't it?

[beatsfor]

Yes, it does.

[2804]

I miss him.

( a very rare moment of letting her guard down here. )

[beatsfor]

I know you do.

[2804]

I hate this feeling.

[beatsfor]

Missing someone is awful. Of course you do.

[Is that validating? She's not talented at grief talk, despite her proximity to it.]

[2804]

( she doesn't even know why she's sharing. she inhales sharply and closes her eyes. )

It doesn't matter.

[beatsfor]

Of course it matters.

[2804]

Why?

[beatsfor]

Because it's how you feel.

[2804]

And how I feel doesn't matter. It changes nothing.

[beatsfor]

Does that apply to everything? If it doesn't change it, it doesn't matter?

[2804]

Yes.

( she types it quickly and sends it, anger and despair bubbling up and making it hard to breathe.

she swallows it down and tries to regain herself. )

[beatsfor]

Okay.

[2804]

Okay.

( well.

she hates this. too proud to try and make it better, though. )

[beatsfor]

[Agatha's gonna want to kill her for this one

but since it's text...]

What would he say to that?