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[beatsfor]

I know you do.

[2804]

I hate this feeling.

[beatsfor]

Missing someone is awful. Of course you do.

[Is that validating? She's not talented at grief talk, despite her proximity to it.]

[2804]

( she doesn't even know why she's sharing. she inhales sharply and closes her eyes. )

It doesn't matter.

[beatsfor]

Of course it matters.

[2804]

Why?

[beatsfor]

Because it's how you feel.

[2804]

And how I feel doesn't matter. It changes nothing.

[beatsfor]

Does that apply to everything? If it doesn't change it, it doesn't matter?

[2804]

Yes.

( she types it quickly and sends it, anger and despair bubbling up and making it hard to breathe.

she swallows it down and tries to regain herself. )

[beatsfor]

Okay.

[2804]

Okay.

( well.

she hates this. too proud to try and make it better, though. )

[beatsfor]

[Agatha's gonna want to kill her for this one

but since it's text...]

What would he say to that?

[2804]

( that is definitely a murderable offense. )

Shut up.

[beatsfor]

Alright.

[2804]

( agatha doesn't say anything for days. if she can't stab rio, she'll leave her on read and let her think that she's not coming back. )

You've put me in a mood.

[beatsfor]

[that's fair enough, although it makes her grumpy]

Well, I'm good at that.

[2804]

I don't like this mood.

( unsaid: fix it. even if rio doesn't owe her that at all. )

[beatsfor]

Are you trying to ask me to put you in a different mood?

[2804]

Well, you started it.

( had she? )

[beatsfor]

Usually I do, sure, but did I this time?

[2804]

Yes.

You did. When I told you to shut up.

[beatsfor]

Which time?

[2804]

Really?

[beatsfor]

The last time you told me to shut up was after I said what bothered you the most, you said it a bunch of times before that, so I don't know.