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It's okay. I'm glad you do.
I just didn't want him to be scared.

[beatsfor]

I have never put more care into making sure it was not a frightening experience. In all of eternity.

[2804]

I believe you, Rio. I do, I promise.

Did he talk to you at all when it happened? Did he ask anything?

[beatsfor]

He asked if you would be okay. If he would be able to visit you.

[2804]

What did you tell him?

[beatsfor]

I told him that I would do my personal best to make sure you were okay, and that he would see you again eventually, and in the meantime that whenever I did happen to get to see him during a drop off, I would catch him up.

[2804]

Okay, that's good. Thank you. I mean that. Thank you.

Please tell him I love him when you next see him. Please.

[beatsfor]

I tell him that every time.

[2804]

Okay. Okay, that's good.

Thank you. Thank you for taking care of him.

[beatsfor]

I would never do anything else.

I'm glad we could finally talk about him.

[2804]

I don't know if I'll want to do it often because it hurts. Just knowing that he's gone. It hurts.

But I'm glad we could too.

[beatsfor]

That's okay. I understand.

[2804]

Are you all right?

[beatsfor]

I'm relieved.

[2804]

To be able to talk about him without me

Without me being me?

[beatsfor]

To be able to tell you what he said. To not have to lie to him a second time about whether I have been able to check on you.